urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero so why be afraid so why be afraid 2008-11-05T14:02:26Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:43754 2008-11-05T14:02:26Z 2008-11-05T14:02:26Z And I realise I'm quite the sucker for scented shampoo smell. Makes me all happy. <br /><br />bizzare urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:41825 2008-10-17T15:41:18Z 2008-10-17T15:41:18Z Signal Spec! So therein ends my enjoyable life as an OOC and back to the grind of trainee life.<br /><br />HORRORS. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:39792 2008-09-15T13:37:50Z 2008-09-15T13:37:50Z I want an iphone =(<br /><br />lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:36584 2008-06-18T13:16:59Z 2008-06-18T13:21:14Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br />Searching on the wire<br />for a wire,<br />for a peace of mind,<br />like the spiders in the corners<br />that are never there,<br />to the one,<br />to the magic sun.<br />you're not that bright now,<br />but you will be someday soon,<br />and you will fall in love with the moonlight.<br /><br />So come on,<br />come on and say so,<br />come on,<br />come on and say so.<br /><br />If god was on the radio<br />i know he'd say to thee,<br />love is spiders on the edge,<br />and we're hanging by a thread,<br />connected to the other end of this<br />twisted frequency i've spun,<br />but i don't care,<br />i'd be happy<br />if you'd share<br />your web with me.<br /><br />So come on,<br />come on and say so,<br />come on,<br />come on and say so<br /><br />why don't you,<br />why don't you,<br />come on,<br />come on and say so.<br /><br /><br />And silence is often golden. <br />This post is random urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:35181 2008-04-08T21:51:31Z 2008-04-08T21:51:31Z So I'm trooping off to the army in about 5 hours time. See you all in about 2 weeks! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:34936 2008-03-30T10:02:34Z 2008-03-30T10:02:34Z So the countdown to army begins soon, and that means plenty of play and pay for the week or so. Am going to be horribly broke. Days have been rapid and impromptu mostly and thats the way I like things for now. Beats the monotony and routine of army which I'm told it would be. <br /><br />And as usual words run dry. Oh and I just realised that I have yet to complete my USP essay. Shall start now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:34574 2008-03-27T05:10:08Z 2008-03-27T05:10:08Z So its round two of this. read and write.<br /><br /><br />Disclaimer<br />Please do not limit yourself. Your answer can be totally out of this Earth, in a totally different world. You can be doing something that normal humans cannot. it can be something that is TOTALLY ABSURD although it is absolutely fine if its down-to-earth,<br /><br />Close your eyes and take a deep breathe. Imagine a place on the other side of the world. What is happening there? Who is there? How does it look like?<br /><br />Describe the place as best as you can, do not limit yourself at all.<br /><br />Post anonymously or not, its perfectly fine =)<br /><br />credits to Mrs Nora Crothers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:34216 2008-03-01T14:43:52Z 2008-03-01T14:43:52Z So movie getaways with Juno and Jumper with Suon broke the monotony of WoW and Telly. I swear that Juno is just about the best movie I've caught this year, with its wit and banter. In other realties, Army and A's loom overhead, and the anticipation is sort of disconcerting. March doesn't look as shiny as it should be, but I'd live I guess. So February passed by rather uneventfully, story of the year really. Nonexistent is the word of the week. And its time to get mr Holg and mr Cannon out for a run. They've been rotting too long. <br /><br />So till then, so long. <br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />If I was a flower growing wild and free<br />All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.<br />And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen<br />All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves<br /><br />If I was a flower growing wild and free<br />All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.<br />And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen<br />All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves<br /><br />All I want is you, will you be my bride<br />Take me by the hand and stand by my side<br />All I want is you, will you stay with me?<br />Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.<br /><br />If you were a river in the mountains tall,<br />The rumble of your water would be my call.<br />If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow<br />Just as long as you were with me when the cold winds blow<br /><br />All I want is you, will you be my bride<br />Take me by the hand and stand by my side<br />All I want is you, will you stay with me?<br />Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.<br /><br />If you were a wink, I'd be a nod<br />If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.<br />If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug<br />And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug<br /><br />All I want is you, will you be my bride<br />Take me by the hand and stand by my side<br />All I want is you, will you stay with me?<br />Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.<br /><br />If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.<br />If you were the love, I'd be the desire.<br />If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,<br />And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.<br /><br />All I want is you, will you be my bride<br />Take me by the hand and stand by my side<br />All I want is you, will you stay with me?<br />Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.<br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:33271 2008-01-10T10:51:31Z 2008-01-10T10:51:31Z roy says:<br />so how DO you want to die?<br />roy says:<br />poison? hanging? <br />roy says:<br />hahahha<br />grace// the fight for you is all i've ever known; says:<br />hahaha some GLAM way<br />grace// the fight for you is all i've ever known; says:<br />likeeee<br />grace// the fight for you is all i've ever known; says:<br />damn glam<br /><br /><br /><br />LOL urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:32805 2007-12-23T14:55:39Z 2007-12-23T14:55:39Z here's an early merry christmas and a happy new year to ya'll<br /><br />seeya when I get back urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:32438 2007-12-22T15:31:32Z 2007-12-22T15:31:32Z am flying off to Spain the day after tomorrow!<br /><br />See ya'll when I get back urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:32192 2007-12-04T17:25:12Z 2007-12-04T17:25:12Z New computer is the &lt;3.<br /><br />Time to get Hellgate's London and Crysis. GAMES GAMES GAMES! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:31819 2007-11-23T17:07:10Z 2007-11-23T17:07:10Z Double Shot Espresso Java Chip at night is the way to go. Hello to 5am mornings(night) and 1pm wakeups. Thats been the routine of the week. Am totally in anticipation of the official end to the A's. Its been a ride. <br /><br />All fillers, no killers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:31578 2007-11-22T16:10:36Z 2007-11-22T16:10:36Z Kids in the Way - Your Demon Bring it on. <br /><br />Whatever it is, I've no idea.<br /><br />Just felt like saying that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:30882 2007-10-29T14:11:38Z 2007-10-29T14:11:38Z In one fell swoop it became clear to me,<br />that I despise you entirely,<br />but the good news is I'm gonna keep you around<br /><br /><br />And I'm discovering how nice One Fell Swoop is finally, after much aversion to it. So the A's are upon us, am having a mixed bag of emotions. Intimidated but yet confident? Shrugs. Bring it on, just hope I come out of it alright. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:30407 2007-10-27T15:51:14Z 2007-10-27T15:51:14Z its the weekends, and beside that madly productive monday, the next five days had been utter lack of any serious work. Aside from reading a few chapters of SEAsian History and one ACJC paper, things haven't been looking too dandy.<br /><br />Its okay roy. Tomorrow will be better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:29690 2007-10-17T05:14:39Z 2007-10-17T05:14:39Z <img src="http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/indecision.png" width="600" height="200"><br /><br />friends you have been warned! HAHAH urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:29233 2007-10-15T10:59:12Z 2007-10-21T16:33:23Z The Spill Canvas - The Tide <a name="cutid1"></a><br />And there's three, count 'em three<br />children playing on the beach<br />They were eager to learn,<br />to be taught, and to teach<br /><br />There's Veronica<br />She's biting her lip as she watches the waves turn white at the tip<br />And there's Vada<br />radiating with joy<br />and luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy<br />And lastly there's Dade<br />His hair dances in the wind<br />and he's wondering what love is (love is)<br />and why it has to end<br /><br />And he can't understand<br />how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends<br />His mother whispers quietly...<br />Heaven's not a place that you go when you die<br />It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive<br />So live for the moment<br />and take this advice, live by every word<br />Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard<br />and live for the moment now<br /><br />And there's three, count 'em three<br />children growing on the beach<br />They were eager to learn,<br />to be taught, and to teach<br /><br />There's Veronica<br />She's licking her lips as she waits for her real, first passionate kiss<br />And there's Vada<br />She can't admit her jealousy<br />of her sister Veronica, and how she's so pretty (and how she's so pretty)<br />Lastly there's Dade<br />Still sitting on the dock<br />He ponders his life, and he skips his rocks<br />And he wonders when his father will return<br />but he's not coming back<br /><br />And he can't understand<br />how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends<br />His mother whispers quietly...<br />Heaven's not a place that you go when you die<br />It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive<br />So live for the moment<br />and take this advice, live by every word<br />Love is just a hoax so forget everything that you have heard<br />(forget everything)<br /><br />And there's three, count 'em three<br />children missing from the beach<br />They were eager to learn,<br />to be taught, and to teach<br /><br />But the sad thing<br />is that they never lived passed the age of fifteen<br />due to neglect from their mother<br />who was bed ridden by her ex-lover, their father<br />And she didn't even notice or pay much attention<br />as the tide came in and swept her three into the ocean<br />Now all her advice, it seems useless<br /><br />No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die<br />It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive<br />So live for the moment<br />and take this advice, live by every word<br />Love's completely real, so forget anything that you've heard<br />and live for the moment now<br /><br /><br />so where's heaven for you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:28433 2007-10-06T07:18:40Z 2007-10-06T09:17:58Z <i>This is what I mean when I say I would like to erase the consequences of certain events and restore an initial condition. But every moment of my life brings with it an accumulation of new facts, and each of these new facts brings with it its consequences; so the more I seek to return to the zero moment from which I set out, the further I move away from it: though all my actions are bent on erasing the consequences of previous actions and though I manged to achieve appreciable results in this erasure , enough to open my heart to hope of immediate relief, I must, however, bear in mind that my every move to erase previous events provokes a rain of new events, which complicate the situation worse than before and which I will then, in their turn, have to try to erase. therefore I must calculate carefully every move so as to achieve the maximum of erasure with the minimum of recomplication.</i><br /><br /> If On A Winter's Night A Traveler urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:26741 2007-09-25T11:23:36Z 2007-09-25T11:28:48Z Backstreet Boys - Safest Place to Hide throbbing headache, the handmaids tale. Falling asleep and wanting more. <br /><br />Thats just how the day went by. Productivity at its minimal. Things better start picking up. <br /><br />Trudge, trudge, trudge. Its starting to become a real chore. I wonder why I even bother. Giving up sounds nice. <br /><br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a>This post doesn't seem to make any sense on hindsight.<br /><br><img alt="" src="http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/back_to_the_future.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:26399 2007-09-24T11:01:14Z 2007-09-24T11:01:14Z Natalie Imbruglia - That Day what a mess, what a marvelous mess. Just about sums up the day, but bar some blemishes, I guess its a beautiful day at the end. <br /><br />Results got back and suffice to say, there's gonna be a lot of work to be done. Lit was disappointing but I guess its about time the lack of studying for that subject took its toll. Alls well I guess at the end of the day. Perfection in simplicity, completion in emptiness. =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:26179 2007-09-22T16:23:12Z 2007-09-22T16:23:12Z Sugarcult - Memories(acoustic) The weekend lineup was suppose to be somewhat between reading up the remaining chapters on literature and practicing math, but oh dear history has to go ruin the cycle by popping up with 8 questions to trudge through. Pure frustration. Nothing beats having to cram more hours of history on a weekend. <br /><br />So today was mildly productive I guess, did a bit of math and managed to clear a bit more of the Handmaid's Tale. I swear I need to finish those lit text even before thinking about reading other books. Time Traveler's Wife anyone? Haha. <br /><br />Ignorance is bliss. And I'm hooked onto things that really shouldn't be the focus at the moment. This is bad. I smell calamity in the coming. <br /><br />Go study roy, NOW!<br /><br />I think I'm becoming mildly schizophrenic. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:25672 2007-09-18T14:28:09Z 2007-09-18T14:28:09Z So goodbye to game filled nights and hello to incessant hours of work work work. Its time to get a going and a total overhaul of the past. Year's coming to an end and its time to go full steam ahead. <br /><br /><br />Well, those idealism would have had its way had they not been written here. Its just testament to my incredible ability to procrastinate. Heck, I'd really ought to start reading Othello, Handmaid's Tale, Poe and Great Expectations soon. Its gonna be a chore on top of the amount of studying I'm gonna have to plow through. Thank goodness for awesome friends who've been contributing with notes and tuition help, you know who you are so shoutout to ya'll.<br /><br />AND ITS TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:25591 2007-09-17T14:12:04Z 2007-09-17T14:12:04Z trudging back to school tomorrow, sick of school totally. I'd rather just stay home and bum the day away. But than thats not productive isn't it? <br /><br />Someone motivate me to get off my ass yeah? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ayuzero:25220 2007-09-11T13:31:28Z 2007-09-17T14:09:50Z <i>Prelims are whores that deserve to be whipped and punished<br /><br />A's are pathetic asswipes that need to be taught a lesson<br /><br />Promos are Vietnamese monks that should set themselves on fire<br /></i> <br /> <br />facts of the day<br /><br />-more to come if there be!